I want to hold your hand or why dont you get over yourself and just fucking enjoy my company?!

This life I am leading right now. Its unreal. Its driving me crazy. I try to fix it, but somehow I make it worse. And I know its not just me, theres bigger factors, greater things that arent even my fault, that I shouldnt even deal with, but alas, here I am. 

This life. Its funny. Its mean and its unreal, but its real and it can hurt. But whats the saying? “If you’re going through hell, keep going.” 

So, you know, I just gotta keep going. 

Also, I’m drunk. So there’s that.